| Location | Amherst |
| Age | 21 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 29/07/1987 |
| Date of Death | 10/07/2009 |
| Visitors | 1,200 since 23/09/2009 |
| Creator |
MY loving son michael passed away just 19 days before his 22 birthday. He was so loved and cared for. though doctors did not understand his bipolar needs, he stopped taking his medicine because he would have nightmares during the day while being awake. So he refused to take it, He struggled with overcoming being a heroin Addict. He was on methadone but deadly afraid of being stuck on that for the rest of his life. All was going great for him. Then one night something changed him, a girl upset him and there was no turning back.
New Years
Well New Years came and gone, it was not the same without you. I was all happy all day long, then at midnight i wished everyone happy new year and then i just started crying cause you are not here to wish a Hapy new year to. I miss you more and more each day. Aunt sue drew a portrait of you and it is fabulous you are in your room overlooking everything in there. She also had a pic of you and me together printed well it was of you me and your father but amazing what a little cropping does. Anyways I love you dearly I hoep you are at peace. Love you MOM
Christmas
Well Christmas was here, and gone now You were sadly missed, everyone really didn't say anything, but I know what they all were thinking, If you could Help Marcus out he is having a tough time of it all. I am worried about him. Matt well he is taking one day at a time, Along with Shawn and Steven. We all have are moments at times that something happoens and we all start laughing thinking of you and your ways for humor in everything. I love you and miss you more each day, I only wish I could replay that day over again We are having people over for New Years and well I am sure you will be topis of discusiion again. As you always are. I love and miss you Michael MOM
THANKSGIVING
Well it is thanksgiving morning, and well I am not cooking this year, Grandma wanted to do so, I will cook a turkey on Saturday though, So you will be able to smell the turkey in the oven then. Your brothers I believe went out for eat the bird night, no phone calls so all is well. DAve worked over time last night and didn't get home till 330 There was to be road blocks all over the place too last night. nothing much else new, prepearing for xmas as best as I can, I miss you terribly and wish I could have are talks like we use to at night, and watch those stupid TV shows you would find. We will be going to the BIlls Miami game on sunday we bought 4 tickets, one would have been yours, I will stay at the car and drive the drunks home after the game and all. Me DAve Matt and Steven and Shawn are going and Madison too. Madison did ask me a question the other night wanted to know when you were coming back to life, she misses you. She just made me cry as usual. Well Love and miss you more than I can say. I LOVE YOU MOM
Halloween
Well We went to Michigan for Halloween, Your sister never went trick or treating and well her brothers are all to old to go so she went with her cousins instead. WEll she got the hang of it right away, and enjoyed it then when we went on some other streets beside aunt Sues well that was the end of that some were really scary and all and she wanted to go home, she was frozen standing on someones lawn and would not move. Then another house had a frankistien handing out candy well she did not want any and said I want to go home now I am done. no more candy we managed to get a few more out of her and then back to your aunts house and boy she made out with all these full size candy bars she even got a CD some guy was handing them out. anyways, I was thinking of you the whole time, but was distracted in somewhat of a way. love and Miss you more each day. Oh and Aunt sue now made some decals for the backs of windows of your car they are nice one is with your monte and the other of course by marcus request Deathproof skull and litghing bolts. so they are for sell also for money to fix your car We have all the parts (almost) so it will be done. Love you MOM
Halloween
Well your favorite holiday is around the corner, Madison wants you to carve a pumpkin with her like you did last year. We are going to Michigan for the holiday cause, well it is to hard being here without you, Madison misses all your scary masks and such, and well so do I miss yelling at you to stop scaring your little sister all the time. I think I may decorate in your honor Steven is going to come over and help me not to mich but something in rescpect of you. I hope your happy, say hi to mom and dad and Grandpa Tom for me Miss all of you very very much love you tons and tons. MOM
Who's To Blame? - by Christine Ross
Who's to blame for suicide?
The question often heard.
Someone always points a finger
And they say such hurtful words.
They never do consider that
It's caused from a disease.
Depression and Bipolar
Are just a few of these.
Some die from being murdered.
Some die from accidents.
Some die from pneumonia,
But none of it makes sense.
Sometimes body parts wear out
Way before their time.
Some lose the cancer battle,
But it all seems so unkind.
No matter how they leave us
It never is their choice.
There's something deep within them
That has a bigger voice.
So please refuse to take the blame
For the THING that took your child.
Although others point their fingers.
They haven't walked your mile.
To my mum, some things I'd like to say...
but first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.
Here, there's no more tears of sadness;
here is just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.
That day I had to leave you,
when my life on earth was through,
God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome you."
It's good to have you back again;
you were missed while you were gone.
As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on.
I need you here badly; you're part of my plan.
There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man."
God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.
And when you lie in bed at night,
the day's chores put to flight.
God and I are closest to you....in the middle of the night.
When you think of my life on earth,
and all those loving years
because you are only human,
they are bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry; it does relieve the pain.
Remember there would be no flowers
unless there was some rain.
I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned.
But if I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand.
But one thing is for certain,
though my life on earth is o'er.
I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before.
There are many rocky roads ahead of you
and many hills to climb;
but together we can do it by taking one day at a time.
It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too...
that as you give unto the world, the world will give to you.
If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and pain,
then you can say to God at night...
"My day was not in vain."
And now I am contented....that my life has been worthwhile
knowing as I passed along the way, I made somebody smile.
So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low,
just lend a hand to pick him up, as on your way you go.
When you're walking down the street,
and you've got me on your mind;
I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind.
And when it's time for you to go...
from that body to be free,
remember you're not going...
you're coming here to me.
xxx
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